29th oktober 2025

im baffeld.. this evening i just realised, i have not thought about pupkins all for halloween. suddely i remember making pumpkins in the comunal teen place for halloween. how long was last time i was there? i have completely forgot halloween. no candy in the cupord, no costume. i feel like a tired mom that doesnt have time for anythign. how much else have i forgotten. hallowween int even a big deal for me its just. the act of forgetting. to registrer something as unimportant for så long without noticing. all of this work is really wearing on me, and still i dont do anything. i just feel utterly numb, like i cant get up and practice een if my life depended on it. I havnt brought lunch to school in a mont now, that unusual. usually i cant live withouth my bread at 12 pm sharp. why has this changed, is it because i deemed it to "uninportant" and forgot? I havnt seen my best friend for so long where we could hang out without the guilt of not working. Did i deem him "unimportant" and forgot. i dont know really, im tired and dissapointed in myself

14th oktober 2025

Jesus i actually have really little free time..

1# firstly i have monday, i proritize school work on that day,

2# Tuesday i have a long school day and then i have trumpet prectice,

3# then on wednesday i again have schoolwork-workshop where they help you with homewaork. and on 5 pm i have band practice for the school play.

4# On Thursday i have schoolband practice from 6pm to 9pm.

5# Friday is my "free day" logisticly i should practice my trumpet, but i often just chill out so i can lock in the next day. or the other way aroud, it really depends

6# Saturday is GRIND TIME, i have a rule of studying before 12 pm and then i get my free time, the again that depends on how much work i have

7# sunday i have my free time, and then i also absolutely need to practice that day, since i also have band practice in my youth band. as you can see. im really busy.... but i still dont want to drown my self in school and band work.

14th september 2025

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEEHHEHE i just saw the book of mormon musical with my bestie today in Oslo and it was suuuper duper awsome:P. the entire thing was translated to norwegian and all of the performers were so amazing, on our way back on th\e bus, it had sometihng goung on so we had to wait mabye 10 minutes for it to start running again. that is when we realized that the stop button for when your are supposed to get off didnt work, but i got out roughly around where i usually take the buss since i missed my stop because of that signal trouble. and i have never in my life been more creeped out by streetlights. my usual route had two streetlights that fliccered on and off again allot so i noped out of there and just went the long way, jesus im not going there.. also i was waiting for some pizza slices at home but my brother ate them all.... oh the joys of having a sibling.

12th september 2025

guys.. air fried churros exists... i can make churros at home without burning down the house. i am in absolute shock, i am going to abuse this so much i love churros!!!

10th september 2025

I really need to get off youtube, I am literally wasting so much time each day just doing nothing, im literally watching youtube while coding this. each day just go by quicker and quicker.. its weird. anywas m going to see my bestie today!!

1st september 2025

throwback to the time this summer that I bought a cd for 5 kr thinking it was an indie band with some indian inspired music, turns out the cd was a Hare Krishna glazer and talked about how good hare krishna was in song form, go have a listen it's pure gold. the funny thing is that i only relized this on the 4th song

18th august 2025

27th july 2025

heheheY so i actually got a jurnaling book so i dont have to write evey thought on the internet cool! so idk. this is good for art updates and stuff, and this took way to loong to code so its not like its going away either. idk man ill just see, mabye it wont even be a problem. anyways ive been drawing so much today its actually insane!! here is everything.

ROOM UPDATE, MY ROOM IS BLUE AND I LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE IT!! RAE6SHASFJFTFVDSAKYUGVDSIUVDAUVDYUVGDAVGDAVAYUGD

26th july 2025

6th july 2025 freedom is a borrowed electrical bike

4th july 2025

yesterday i participate in a summer playing in brassband, and we played some really cool songs!!

ive made some artworks in artfight!!

ok, now that i look at it it may not be allot i didnt even mention the band trip to gøteborg at the start of the summer break!!oh well.. OH!! i also forgot to mention i went to the liberary and had a BLAST!!! i got 2 drum basics books, 1 novel 1 graphic novel and 3 cds (i didnt even know the liberary there could let you borrow cds) im just saying that liberary if FAR superior than the one closest to my im just sayin

28.june.2020 i am going to paint my room. ive been really into the old 2000s bedroom vibe, and so im painting it BLUEEE!! anyways now i have more time to work on my wesite because my room is BARREN all of my art stuff are packed away anywayzz. im really working on making this blog entries more wordy and better but im just spewing out whatever man. i went to magicon not long ago and it was amazing. i cosplayed kumiko from sound euphonium and i walked around with an euphonium all day also. and A PERSON RECOGNIZED MEEEEE i was so so super happy beacuase i genuently didnt think anyone would know about sound euphonium.. anyways so i chatted with allot of people about euhonium and playing in band, so that was also really fun. at hte end og the dey an art vendor i had beeen talking with came up to me wile i was playing some tunes outside and asked me to play for her(since we had talked about me playing for her when i were not inside) and she got really happy and that was really fun. 10/10 experience!! (but not for my wallet lol i got broke)

16.may.2025 testing testing 1 2 3, this is may friday the 16th , one day before norways constitution day. rn i am watching goodbye lenin in class. no deadlines this week zeppers out.